You'd Think This Time Would Be Easier.
but it’s not. the pain feels the same, just a different face. it’s finally sinking in, jenny’s dead. —J’s trying to be there for me..but a part of me senses that he’s not trying enough. i need someone to talk to..cry to.. :’( why are all my other close friends so far? i need you..
We Should All Be Immortal.
i showed up to the funeral service of my best friend, eulogy in my pocket.. after about 10minutes of hugging exchanging of sorrows, i LEFT. that’s right, no eulogy for me. some may think that it’s offensive..but i couldn’t handle it. ..not again. instead, i did what i do best in these situations: hit the bottle. i sat there in the parking lot with my bud light and cried. ...
How Do You Write A Eulogy?
you see, my best friend died. i call her jenny..but she hated that name, claiming that it made her sound like she was five. she was only eighteen when she died.. damn. eighteen.. i was asked to do the eulogy at her funeral. but how do you sum up years worth of friendship, laughter and love? how do you that? how do you say good bye? i’ve already lost someone dear to me..three years...
❒ Single ❒ Taken ✔ARAL MUNA DUDE!
She Was Only Eighteen.
today is not a good day. today we mourn the loss of jennifer vega-marcos, one of my very best friends.. “sino ka ba para kunin yung taong mahal ko? SINO KA BA? diyos ka lang. diyos ka LANG!” -liam marcos, husband of jenny. dejavu never felt this surreal until now. may god bless your soul jenny. i love you, mochi.
sometimes i purposely don’t wear my jacket so i can wear yours ♥– highschool moves. HAHA. kakamiss tuloy. :”>
it’s national margarita day! (no joke.) :) —drink moderately children ;)
darling, flattery is like chewing gum. enjoy it but don’t swallow it.– debbie reynolds
I'll Do Me, You Do You.
it’s hard.. juggling three jobs, an internship and school. but i’m doing it. i worked HARD for what i have, i didn’t have to step on anyone’s toes to get here either.. i never once used the excuse “i got hit by a car” to get out of hard work. i don’t need pety excuses like that, i’ve got talent and drive to make it. don’t under estimate me,...
My, What Pretty Pictures You Have.
does everyone know how to use photoshop besides me?! :| —i’m only good with paint and that was sooooo ten years ago.
Tokneneng at Isaw.
—namimiss na kayo ng tiyan ko. :(
oh sipon.. layuan mo akooo!– hachu. (in american that’s the sound of a sneeze, in filipino it’s a cutesy way of spelling “hate you.” go figure?!)
hindi ko alam kung bakit..but if there is a “like” button, i seem to press it.. a lot! may it be on facebook, tumblr or twitter (though twitter calls it “favorite”) i tend to “like” a lot of things.. —hell, i’d like my own posts if it didn’t look so conceited. HAHAHA. (i laugh, but i’m for realz about that last sentence! lols.)
Dreams in my Pocket.
amazing how my dreams are quickly coming true! :) all i dreamt of when i was a kid, was going to new york. now that that’s done..i wanted to start a catering business :) my new business partner (mika) and i are in talks of a catering company in the philippines! :) i’m SO excited! :) it may take sometime to open the business, but with patience and good karma..i’m absolutely...
Valentine's Weekend at Victoria's Secret!
discover the secret of the perfect valentine’s gift only at victoria’s secret! come on down to vs-ala moana today AND tomorrow for amazing discounts and great offers! —i’ll be on the floor styling (today only from 9AM-5PM) look for yezmi tomorrow for more styling consults! :) happy valentines day angels! xoxo
Naipit Daliri Ko.
i haven’t done that since i was about 12years old. ..i forgot how much it hurts. :( —and never again will i yell at my little cousin for being a “baby” when her finger gets caught in the door.
SUPER BOWL XLV!
CHEEHOO! packers just won the super bowl and that won me $250! PAY UP SUCKERSSS! >;) HEYESSS!
GOD DAMMIT STEELERS! GOD DAMMIT. —MY HEART JUST SANK! 3POINT GAME. GAH. :| (obviously i’m really hyped on this game! HAHAHA!)
Legends Sports Pub.
it’s not only where i work nights, but it’s where i’m watching the 45th super bowl! COME ON DOWN :) it’s only the 3rs quarter! still got some good food and the beer is still flowing! (must be 21years+ to drink.) —come say hi, i’m the chick in the wheelchair. yup, wheelchair. long story! if you come by LSP i’ll tell you why :)
what’s a “bieber?– ozzy osbourne. HAHAHAHA :))
black eyed peas, sledge AND usher?! —blows away the whos from last year’s half time. damn. this is truly the BEST half time ever!
in yo face steelers! 3touchdowns! —go on packers! make me some moneyyy.. i mean, go win the super bowl! HAHAHA >;)
Steelers Say What?!
damn right! did you see that?! a BEAUTIFUL touchdown! that’s what we call a flawless pick by the packerzzz:) why am i so in love with you, football? :)) —boyfriend, don’t get jealous:))
What Disney Movies Have Taught Me →
jamareus: iliveby: That you can fall in love with someone regardless of how they look To be true to your heart. That love can happen between any two people. That those we have lost will always be with us. That even our wildest dreams can come true. That we must learn to accept differences and love each other for them That some of the most beautiful people we will ever know,...
Super Bowl XLV.
one of my FAVORITE days of the year! :) okay, so i’m still a little bitter about the saints not making it this year, but there’s always next year! :) —watching the super bowl right now and i’m LOVING that the packers scored the first touchdown! (thank god for tumblr on iPhone. HAHA.)
Vera Wang: Preppy Princess
OHMYDEARLORD. i love this perfume. :) i can’t believe how good it smells. it’s wonderful :) not a big fan of the heart shaped bottle though, it looks like it was made for 10year olds.. but the heart shape is the standard shape of vera wang’s princess collection. apparently this bottle design was inspired by leighton meester who’s rumored to be the next face of vera wang...
This year, we will experience 4 unusual dates- (1/1/11), (1/11/11), (11/1/11)...– randomly saw this on facebook. i wonder..who the hell has the time to think of these things?! :)) diba?! pero kakatuwa naman. :) you’ve either got to be a real genius to think of things like this..or you must be REALLY BORED. :)) but it really is good food for thought. ;)